back to the story. yup, i contemplated on going..i asked a few friends, neutral friends i would say..most tell me not to..but i still did, because i think it's only fair for me to attend their wedding since she went to mine...and the fact that she attended mine, means a lot to me..
at the wedding i saw some faces who clearly look shocked to see me there, but..i don't care anymore, i'm used to it..after all, it's the bride & groom's feelings that matters to me. both of them look good together. and somehow that makes me think.
what will happen if the those things in the past didn't occur?will all of us find our true love and be as happy as we are now? i don't know...but what i know is, i am happy with my life now..and i'm sure they are too..thus, i'm thankful now for the way things happened.
last night i end up looking at hubster while he was sleeping soundlessly...and somehow, my heart feel so warm and i found myself smiling happily...i love my husband more than i ever loved anyone. Thank you Allah for giving me this happiness... sessungguhnya, ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian..dan Allah tau apa yg terbaik untuk setiap umatnya.. :)
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