Monday, September 19, 2011

quote

In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.


(copied from my sis's tumblr, which she copied from someone else)


Sunday, August 21, 2011

birthdays...

i'm officially 25 years old now..25 years 1 hour and 4 mins to be exact. at 25, i realize that birthday is not like what they used to be anymore. birthdays used to be a day where we look for..x sabar2 tunggu the day because it is supposed to be a special day where you're entitled to do whatever you want, eat whatever u want, basically it's your special day. but when i grow up, i realize that it's not the same anymore. yes, it is still a special day..but u won't get to do what you want..at least not everything.

there'll be people who really care about you who would do whatever they can to make you happy on that very special day..and i'm thankful to have those people..

thank you to all who wished..you thoughts and warm wishes are greatly appreciated.

Monday, April 25, 2011

i think it's important to share this

Where to Go During an Earthquake

Remember that stuff about hiding under a table or standing in a doorway? Well, forget it! This is a real eye opener. It could save your life someday.

EXTRACT FROM DOUG COPP'S ARTICLE ON 'THE TRIANGLE OF LIFE'

My name is Doug Copp. I am the Rescue Chief and Disaster Manager of the American Rescue Team International (ARTI ), the world's most experienced rescue team. The information in this article will save lives in an earthquake.

I have crawled inside 875 collapsed buildings, worked with rescue teams from 60 countries, founded rescue teams in several countries, and I am a member of many rescue teams from many countries. I was the United Nations expert in Disaster Mitigation for two years, and have worked at every major disaster in th e world since 1985, except for simultaneous disasters.

The first building I ever crawled inside of was a school in Mexico City during the 1985 earthquake. Every child was under its desk. Every child was crushed to the thickness of their bones. They could have survived by lying down next to their desks in the aisles. It was obscene -- unnecessary.

Simply stated, when buildings collapse, the weight of the ceilings falling upon the objects or furniture inside crushes these objects, leaving a space or void next to them - NOT under them. This space is what I call the 'triangle of life'. The larger the object, the stronger, the less it will compact. The less the object compacts, the larger the void, the greater the probability that the person who is using this void for safety will not be injured. The next time you watch collapsed buildings, on television, count the 'triangles' you see formed. They are everywhere. It is the most common shape, you will see, in a collap s ed building.

TIPS FOR EARTHQUAKE SAFETY

1) Most everyone who simply 'ducks and covers' when building collapse are crushed to death. People who get under objects, like desks or cars, are crushed.

2) Cats, dogs and babies often naturally curl up in the fetal position. You should too in an earthquake. It is a natural safety/survival instinct. You can survive in a smaller void. Get next to an object, next to a sofa, next to a bed, next to a large bulky object that will compress slightly but leave a void next to it.

3) Wooden buildings are the safest type of construction to be in during an earthquake. Wood is flexible and moves with the force of the earthquake. If the wooden building does collapse, large survival voids are created. Also, the wooden building has less concentrated, crushing weight. Brick buildings will break into individual bricks. Bricks will cause many injuries but less squa s hed bodies than concrete slabs.

4) If you are in bed during the night and an earthquake occurs, simply roll off the bed. A safe void will exist around the bed. Hotels can achieve a much greater survival rate in earthquakes, simply by posting a sign on the back of the door of every room telling occupants to lie down on the floor, next to the bottom of the bed during an earthquake.

5) If an earthquake happens and you cannot easily escape by getting out the door or window, then lie down and curl up in the fetal position next to a sofa, or large chair.

6) Most everyone who gets under a doorway when buildings collapse is killed. How? If you stand under a doorway and the doorjamb falls forward or backward you will be crushed by the ceiling above. If the door jam falls sideways you will be cut in half by the doorway. In either case, you will be killed!

7) Never go to the stairs. The stairs have a different 'moment of frequency' (they swing separately fro m the main part of the building). The stairs and remainder of the building continuously bump into each other until structural failure of the stairs takes place. The people who get on stairs before they fail are chopped up by the stair treads - horribly mutilated. Even if the building doesn't collapse, stay away from the stairs. The stairs are a likely part of the building to be damaged. Even if the stairs are not collapsed by the earthquake, they may collapse later when overloaded by fleeing people. They should always be checked for safety, even when the rest of the building is not damaged.

8) Get near the outer walls of buildings or outside of them if possible - It is much better to be near the outside of the building rather than the interior. The farther inside you are from the outside perimeter of the building the greater the probability that your escape route will be blocked.

9) People inside of their vehicles are crushed when the road above falls in an eart h quake and crushes their vehicles; which is exactly what happened with the slabs between the decks of the Nimitz Freeway. The victims of the San Francisco earthquake all stayed inside of their vehicles. They were all killed. They could have easily survived by getting out and sitting or lying next to their vehicles. Everyone killed would have survived if they had been able to get out of their cars and sit or lie next to them. All the crushed cars had voids 3 feet high next to them, except for the cars that had columns fall directly across them.

10) I discovered, while crawling inside of collapsed newspaper offices and other offices with a lot of paper, that paper does not compact. Large voids are found surrounding stacks of paper.

Spread the word and save someone's life...

The entire world is experiencing natural calamities so be prepared!

'We are but angels with one wing, it takes two to fly'
In 1996 we made a film, which proved my survival methodology to be correct. The Turkish Federal Government, City of Istanbul , University of Istanbul Case Productions and ARTI cooperated to film this practical, scientific test. We collapsed a school and a home with 20 mannequins inside. Ten mannequins did 'duck and cover,' and ten mannequins I used in my 'triangle of life' survival method. After the simulated earthquake collapse we crawled through the rubble and entered the building to film and document the results. The film, in which I practiced my survival techniques under directly observable, scientific conditions , relevant to building collapse, showed there would have been zero percent survival for those doing duck and cover.

There would likely have been 100 percent survivability for people using my method of the 'triangle of life.' This film has been seen by millions of viewers on television in Turkey and the rest of Europe, and it was seen in the USA , Can a da and Latin America on the TV program Real TV. Save your life with "The Triangle of Life"


"Triangle of Life":

Without listening or reading, simply by looking at the following self-explanatory photos, you can learn more than in a thousand words about how to protect yourself during a major earthquake...

If you are inside a vehi c le, come out and sit or lie down next to it. If something falls on the vehicle, it will leave an empty space along the sides.

Source< F ONT color=#a00000 size=5 face="MS Mincho">:國際救援小組(ARTI),網址:http://www.amerrescue.org/

American Rescue Team International(ARTI)is said to be the World's most experienced rescue team and disaster management-mitigation organization.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Countries checklist

these are the countries which i wish to visit during my lifetime:

1. Mecca & Madinah
2. USA
3. Thailand - checked
4. Vietnam
5. Indonesia - checked
7. Singapore - checked
8. London - checked
9. Paris
10. Amsterdam - checked
11. Italy
12. Amanpulo, Philippines
13. Hawai
15. Korea
16. Scandinavian countries
17. Rome
18. Dubai
19. China
20. South Africa

and Iceland too!x tau kenape teringin sangat nak go to Iceland. mcm sedap je tgk ikan2 dia. :)
insyallah kalau panjang umur, murah rezeki boleh la pegi melawat keindahan dunia ni. Aminn...

Friday, April 8, 2011

F1 fever

Yesterday dapat tiket F1, walaupon bkn race day, cuma qualifying je, tp happy sangat!!! mahal kot tiket grandstand tu! pastu yg penting tiket tu bleh masuk VIP area time concert Rain nanti. (excited mcm la nk g concert tu) x pe, boleh bagi kat yana kalau dia nak..hehe :)

harini concert f1 kat bawah (KLCC) and reception + after party at SimFon1 Park. all 3 i'm not going..but still affected sbb jalan tutup and org dah start ramai gile! stress.. nak balik cane ni? naik lrrt jelah..nape la buat concert kat sini? ruang kecik je kot..pastu nak ujan lak tu. nampak cm tpt concert tu covered, tp kalau hujan lebat dengan kilat guruh segala. apa keje buat concert?

after party cm best, tp..tah la..x rasa nak mintak kat boss to attend. the reception and after party by invitation only. boleh mintak kat boss and bawak a few guest, tp mcm x berminat lak. rasa cm nk spend time ngan hubster je.. :)

jom balik!! :) hubster, amik kat LRT station ek..thank you!!

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Dedicated to my beloved Dad

yesterday, on our way back from office, i received a text message from my dad telling that TB Datuk Rector UTP have announced that my dad has been appointed as the Deputy Vice Chancelor of Student Affairs & Alumni UTP. In malay would be Timbalan Naib Chanselor HEP & Alumni. Among the things that he mentioned in the sms was "dari guru ke TNC! Bapak x pernah mimpi pon. Alhamdulillah.." I immediately call him to congratulate and once i hang up, tears came rolling down my cheek. i am so proud of my dad!!

What he said was true. he started of just as regular teacher graduated from UPSi (back then it was MPSI), then he worked hard, continue his study, got his degree, masters and now about to finish his doctorate. he is my idol, my inspiration and my motivation. when people asked my who is my idol, i always answered "My dad". There will never be anyone else!

He joined UTP just an executive, then promoted to a manager, then a senior lecturer, Head of Department (Dean equivalent), Director of Student Support Services and now DVC. Of course there were ups and downs in between, but that never put him down. he always remind us, "in whatever we do, do it sincerely and God will reward us accordingly & always do the best that we can in everything, biar la ape org nak kata, yg penting kita buat kerja kita yg terbaik dan ikhlas".

i love my dad so much..i cried because i am soo proud of him, but i'm sad because i can't hug and congratulate him face to face straight away..but i will!! :)


Monday, March 28, 2011

Monday blues

Today is a very tiring Monday. A reaaaallly tiring one. i have a stack of counters, a couple of JMAs, a couple of deal done and a thick file of special agreements on my desk. but somehow i spent today calculating and comparing numbers. Weird!! so not me!

i know there's something bothering me today, but i really can't figure out what exactly that is...
all i can think about is hubster...i wanna go back now and see him..gosh, work is really taking over me..

i know this post is all mixed up and i'm just rambling about everything...urghh..this is suffocating..not knowing exactly what's bothering is not a good feeling..currently there's a lot of things going on in my head..mostly work related matters..maybe the combination of all makes me feel this way..or maybe because i did too much maths today..hahahaha.. :)

i need another long holiday..maybe i shud go for holiday once in every two months..hehehe..how i wish i'm soo rich..i won't have to hesitate on going for holidays anymore.. :)

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Reflecting the past..yup, God knows what's best!

so, i went to the wedding yesterday. honestly, i don't hold any grudges or hate anymore. what's done is done.it's history..actually, it's our story..not 'his-story' hahaha..

back to the story. yup, i contemplated on going..i asked a few friends, neutral friends i would say..most tell me not to..but i still did, because i think it's only fair for me to attend their wedding since she went to mine...and the fact that she attended mine, means a lot to me..

at the wedding i saw some faces who clearly look shocked to see me there, but..i don't care anymore, i'm used to it..after all, it's the bride & groom's feelings that matters to me. both of them look good together. and somehow that makes me think.

what will happen if the those things in the past didn't occur?will all of us find our true love and be as happy as we are now? i don't know...but what i know is, i am happy with my life now..and i'm sure they are too..thus, i'm thankful now for the way things happened.

last night i end up looking at hubster while he was sleeping soundlessly...and somehow, my heart feel so warm and i found myself smiling happily...i love my husband more than i ever loved anyone. Thank you Allah for giving me this happiness... sessungguhnya, ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian..dan Allah tau apa yg terbaik untuk setiap umatnya.. :)

Thursday, March 17, 2011

A Reply

i delete it because i saw u comment and thanked everyone else who wrote on your wall except for mine. the comment above and below mine had a reply from u..but not mine..so, i thought, might as well just delete it because it doesn't seems to fit in. that'a all.

i found something that u might like for your wedding gift. u came to my mind when i saw it..it's pink, and it will be useful for your marriage life.

congrats, good luck with the final prep and see u there!

sincerely,
-me-

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Tempat Baru

x sedar dah almost a week kat tempat baru. x de la pindah jauh pon dari tpt dulu, cuma now da kat luar. bukan pindah rumah tau..pindah place kat office je..hehe..

dulu dok dlm bustle, mcm privacy sket sbb org x lalu lalang sgt..now, mmg laluan..bak kata farid, tpt kitorg highway..sbnarnye ok je kalau boleh ignore org lalu lalang tu..cuma dah x boleh la nak huhu haha mcm kat dlm bustle.. nk gelak kuat2 buat lawak bodoh pon rasa cm x best sgt sbb discussion area kat sblah..

tapi yg best kat 35 compared tu 34 is --> the space! ya allah banyak sungguh ruang kosong..discussion area tu bleh buat tpt main futsal..kesian org bawah, cramp..mcm kn sempit2 plak..

all and all, ok la..not bad..pling best tpt baru ni, is definitely sbb printer kat sebelah..hehehe :)

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Love it!

i really love Gwyneth Paltrow's outfit when she sings Cee Loo's "forget you" in Glee.
it's simple but so cute and yet still sophisticated. Owh gosh, Love It!!

Check this out :-
yesterday i had a meeting in singapore..but it was just a day trip..after meeting, went for early dinner then straight back to kl..gosh, that was tiring..and today, here i am in office..trying hard to finish the urgent contracts before 3pm..why?because after 3pm everything will be packed and ready for retrofit..when i say packed, i mean packed in boxes, everything sealed..computers unplugged, sealed numbered..my office doesn't look like an office anymore which boxes everywhere..it's like a big wipeout zone here..

ok peeps..back to work! got lotsa things to finish in a few hours time!! later... :)

Thursday, February 10, 2011

potluck

hehehe..konon2 pagi td nak goreng nugget nak bawak for potluck. penat2 hubster g beli smlm time sy merajuk..tp x jadi gorang pon..badan rasa x sihat, x larat lansung nk bgun tadi..so, sampai office g beli 1 barrel of kfc..hehehe

nasib baik la office dlm shopping complex.. :)

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

tentang kerja

It was not easy for me to finally choose to do what I'm doing now..I had a few options back then..but the feeling of responsibility and ethical thingy made me decide this..I always tell myself that it's ok to work here, that I didn't choose practice because I want to have time for myself and my family..that I don't want to practice because I want to be able to go back early and cook for my family..bottom line, so that I can have time to enjoy my life..but boy I was wrong!!this work doesn't let me do that..I didn't practice, but I still go back late..and I went back tired! Like really tired!

So, if u think that working here is fun, relaxing, stress free..let me crush ur hope now..those are just fantasies if u work here.

Just accept the fact that no matter where u work, there's always challenges and stress..the level might be different, but no work is stress free babe!

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

pot luck

office sy suke buat pot luck..bkn office la, dept actually..best bila ada pot luck sbb food sentiasa ada sampai balik..hehe..sedap2 plak tu!

dulu pernah bawak sardin (on request) sbb semua org nk mkn ngan roti..so dgn bsemangatnye bangun pagi2 masak sardin bwk g office..the next pot luck kn bawak mixed vege sbb org lain semua dah bwk lauk2..pastu time bwk dessert lak, bwk jelly/mango puding..tp yg ni beli jelah sbb pot luck for semua dlm bustle..ramai sgt, x larat nk masak..huhu

this friday ada pot luck lagi, tp x tau nak bwk apa..ingt nk bwk paper plates and paper cups je, tp cm jahat kn kalau bwk tu je..thinking of fries, nuggets & stuffs or meatloaf or spegetti..hmm..nk bwk ape ek?

Monday, February 7, 2011

it's a tiring day

Today is a very very tiring day.
and I am seriously tired!
like reeeaaallly tired



Sunday, February 6, 2011

A fresh new beginning

This blog is created to replace my old blog, "awanituputih". I've officially closed that blog because i feel that 98% of the posts in that blog was written in the circumstances which is no longer relevant now. And i don't want anyone to speculate/critic or quote the posts in that blog in any way anymore. Thus, this new blog will be my personal blog based on my present and future life. If you don't like me, have problem/issues with me in any way or hate whatever that i put in my blog, please leave and don't ever return. Don't say I didn't warn u.

Read at your risk!!