Dedicated to my beloved Dad

yesterday, on our way back from office, i received a text message from my dad telling that TB Datuk Rector UTP have announced that my dad has been appointed as the Deputy Vice Chancelor of Student Affairs & Alumni UTP. In malay would be Timbalan Naib Chanselor HEP & Alumni. Among the things that he mentioned in the sms was "dari guru ke TNC! Bapak x pernah mimpi pon. Alhamdulillah.." I immediately call him to congratulate and once i hang up, tears came rolling down my cheek. i am so proud of my dad!!

What he said was true. he started of just as regular teacher graduated from UPSi (back then it was MPSI), then he worked hard, continue his study, got his degree, masters and now about to finish his doctorate. he is my idol, my inspiration and my motivation. when people asked my who is my idol, i always answered "My dad". There will never be anyone else!

He joined UTP just an executive, then promoted to a manager, then a senior lecturer, Head of Department (Dean equivalent), Director of Student Support Services and now DVC. Of course there were ups and downs in between, but that never put him down. he always remind us, "in whatever we do, do it sincerely and God will reward us accordingly & always do the best that we can in everything, biar la ape org nak kata, yg penting kita buat kerja kita yg terbaik dan ikhlas".

i love my dad so much..i cried because i am soo proud of him, but i'm sad because i can't hug and congratulate him face to face straight away..but i will!! :)

Monday blues

Today is a very tiring Monday. A reaaaallly tiring one. i have a stack of counters, a couple of JMAs, a couple of deal done and a thick file of special agreements on my desk. but somehow i spent today calculating and comparing numbers. Weird!! so not me!

i know there's something bothering me today, but i really can't figure out what exactly that is...

all i can think about is hubster...i wanna go back now and see him..gosh, work is really taking over me..

i know this post is all mixed up and i'm just rambling about everything...urghh..this is suffocating..not knowing exactly what's bothering is not a good feeling..currently there's a lot of things going on in my head..mostly work related matters..maybe the combination of all makes me feel this way..or maybe because i did too much maths today..hahahaha.. :)

i need another long holiday..maybe i shud go for holiday once in every two months..hehehe..how i wish i'm soo rich..i won't have to hesitate on going for holidays anymore.. :)

Reflecting the past..yup, God knows what's best!

so, i went to the wedding yesterday. honestly, i don't hold any grudges or hate anymore. what's done is done.it's history..actually, it's our story..not 'his-story' hahaha..

back to the story. yup, i contemplated on going..i asked a few friends, neutral friends i would say..most tell me not to..but i still did, because i think it's only fair for me to attend their wedding since she went to mine...and the fact that she attended mine, means a lot to me..

at the wedding i saw some faces who clearly look shocked to see me there, but..i don't care anymore, i'm used to it..after all, it's the bride & groom's feelings that matters to me. both of them look good together. and somehow that makes me think.

what will happen if the those things in the past didn't occur?will all of us find our true love and be as happy as we are now? i don't know...but what i know is, i am happy with my life now..and i'm sure they are too..thus, i'm thankful now for the way things happened.

last night i end up looking at hubster while he was sleeping soundlessly...and somehow, my heart feel so warm and i found myself smiling happily...i love my husband more than i ever loved anyone. Thank you Allah for giving me this happiness... sessungguhnya, ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian..dan Allah tau apa yg terbaik untuk setiap umatnya.. :)

A Reply

i delete it because i saw u comment and thanked everyone else who wrote on your wall except for mine. the comment above and below mine had a reply from u..but not mine..so, i thought, might as well just delete it because it doesn't seems to fit in. that'a all.

i found something that u might like for your wedding gift. u came to my mind when i saw it..it's pink, and it will be useful for your marriage life.

congrats, good luck with the final prep and see u there!

sincerely,

-me-